Just saying

I know you lied to me. I know it very much.
But, I just can't help to believe it. Because it's something that I would like to believe.
Because no matter how much you lied to me, I trust you. I trust you.

I didn't think I'd remember all of it so vividly, and I guess that's my curse because I need you, I need you to look at me, and I need you to need me.

I'm greedy and I keep replaying all this moments, the simplest things, when I touched your hand or you said something nice about my hair.

I thought the feeling were gone.
You're still in my mind, you never left.
That's the thing: you're only in my mind.
You will never see me the way I see you.

I haven't decided what' s more sad: 
That I wrote about the possibility of us and the love we have
Or... I don't know who I'm writing about.

We never too blind to see

Kita tidak pernah jatuh cinta secara tidak sengaja.

Well, entah kenapa hal ini terlintas dipikiran gue malam ini. Ditengah suara gaduh kereta yang membawa gue kembali ke kota tempat gue menimba ilmu.

Kita tidak pernah dibutakan oleh cinta. Kita hanya memilih untuk tidak peduli pada situasi.

Dan, gue benci. Gue benci bagaimana gue perlahan bisa jatuh cinta. Dan, kenapa dari semua alasan dan standarisasi yang gue bentuk sendiri, gue malah memilih lo.

Kita tidak pernah jatuh cinta dengan sengaja.
Walaupun, gue menemukan lo dengan sangat tidak disengaja.