Murdered

I die,
I die everytime
I remember you

I die,
I die everytime
I realize that you're not mine
Anymore

I die,
I die everytime
I realize after all this time,
I'm still yours.

The insanity comes to me,
To hurt you, to kill you
Like you killed me so many time before

But we both know,
I'm not that strong.

And, here I am, lying in the shallow grave that I built myself with so many evil thoughts inside my head, they says, I should hurt you because you deserve it.

But, I know you don't deserve any of it.

I'm not ready to sail.
Even when you have been travel thousand miles away.

I'm not ready to leave.
Because everything goes around and round.
Would you come back?
Would you come back to me?

Di ujung dermaga

Karena terkadang, kata-kata yang tidak diucapkan adalah yg paling berarti,

Tapi kamu harus tahu,

Kamu adalah orang yang membuatku berhenti mencari.

What kind of human r u?

Some people harm themselves by destroying their skin

Other humans can hide the fact that they are secretly destroying themselves by letting all the hurt and pain damage them on the inside instead of the outside

And, if you wonder what kind of human I am....

I'm the second type.