I'm not the type of person who will say this right to you, So I wrote you this long post and you should know, after all this time, I still put your name in my pray, and I still miss you like I missed you yesterday, and I still want you like I wanted you yesterday, and I still need you more than anything in my life. So, stop saying, you wouldn't let me do this, because I will with or without your permission:) I'm lil bit stubborn. I think you have know it:p
I'm graduated now. And, I will leave the city where we grown up, very soon.
But, you're not. So, I guess we will not see each other for awhile. I guess, this situation doesn't bother you at all... But, I can't stand it. I will miss you so much.
It's your time now, to shine, to prove everyone you can do this. I know, you little bit not sure with yourself.... But, like you always said, "never give up on your dreams", don't give up. Because, I don't give up. And, I will never give up. Especially, on you. So, don't ever give up, ok?
If one day, you lose your hope or passion, and you feels like no one support you. I will.
I will support you like I always do. I will stand in the crowd watching you like I always do.
Just don't lose hope. Because, I never lose hope on you.
If one day, you feels like you're a loser. You are not. Because, somehow, you win me. I know I'm not the prize you always wanted but... at least, I showed you, you're not losing anything, and I know you will win anything or anyone that better than me:)
Maybe this post is sounds cheesy or pathetic because I can't say it to you, but it doesn't mean I won't. I will someday:) But, not now, not in this kind of situation...
I love you.
